Monday, March 28, 2011

afraid of deterioated

You know how a relation get so bad, especially a natural one? What I mean by natural one? I meant the relations within direct family? Many of them are like they have grudge against each other before they were even born.

But it is not. The relationship is deteriorated through time. But time is a concept with no meaning without action in it. So action through time is how relation strengthened or deteriorated.

I feel that we have a big overall feeling towards somebody. But I also have a everyday emotions that varied from this overall feeling. Because things change. And our emotion changes with things. But this overall feeling did not really change with things. Since somebody is a natural tie, which cannot be severed through any means, except extreme ego. But even extreme ego is fed up through action through time. Someone can have strong ego at the birth. But to become super self centered, that required some work.

How not to betray that overall feeling but also kept balanced with everyday emotion is important to learn.

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