insist

the problem is not new. 
always forget about what i want. 
not just forget, most of time, confused as well. 
we need to judge.  but judgement did not favor
that moment's passion. 

fail seemed inevitable. 
sometimes slow is the problem
sometimes no decision was made at all.
but the other half of the time, forgetful
is the problem, really.  

how to not forget the good one
i have to judge, no? 
to judge, it takes time, no?
so many options, how to choose?
sweat is beading on my nose. 
i wish it's an 8 ball.
just give me the choice
i need to make once and for all. 

oh, wait, what was on my mind
after all....