emotion is important. it is an energy. but it is also an anti energy sometimes. for example, when people are down, they would lack energy sometimes. however, depressed emotion could sometimes be channeled to something else. one of the way is through music. it could be the only thing a depressed person was able to do. he could only sing and sing and sing until he could not anymore.
i wonder what emotion really is. i have a hard time to describe my emotion most of the time. happy, angry, depress, sad, seemed to be easy enough. but there is something tingling, something boiling inside of my chest. i could not name it? i wonder if naming it is important. i feel like tearing up my chest and let something out. my through was stuffed. a feeling of a sea of words trying to brake the dam. although to my understanding, there is really nothing at all. i have tried to write. i could not jot down anything coherent at all. anything left on papers is just garbage. they had all been repeated again and again. the urgency i felt was terrible. i could only try to contain it. but to what limit? what capacity could i have?
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