Sunday, February 02, 2025

What's on my mind

 What's on my mind?  

  • Once I started to type, my mind went blank.
  • Mom
  • Today is really  cold, 6F...  
  • my sister
  • I am going to stop correcting my typing.  I am afraid it will block my thoughts
  • i just corrected twice on the last two sentences.  
  • i felt very lonely at work.  
  • this is strange situation where I felt everybody is talking to Emily, not me.  but of course I always put myself in bad situation.  my communicative ability is my downfall.
  • of course, Emily handling most of the email and and communicative with the support and accounting.  
  • i really don't want to talk about work.  
  • I asked ChandaaB to be my reference, trying to apply to other work.  
  • I know though my disappointment for the work must be myself, not the work itself or its environment.  If I go to other places, it's still be disappointment.  But just so  that I could switch to a different thing and environment is good.  
  • Not going to get that work though.  
  • still talking about work.  pathetic
  • Emily is going to Florida
  • Sophia, her mom is going too...  
  • what's the point?
  • it's 7:24 am 1/25/2025.  Mom is still in bed.  That's a good thing! 

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