underwhelming.
The recording is so bad. From narration, recording. The only good thing is the source material. But because of the bad recording. Nobody in their right mind would finish listening even one clip.
But that's fine, I am trying to comfort myself. I already knew it when at the very beginning. And I hope it stayed that way.
Underwhelming, a feeling I am perplexed. Usually, I'd feel elated after I complete something, anything. But not this time. All I can feel is underwhelming. Like nothing really happened. I tried to look at the date when I started the project, it was 4/40/21, in the hope that the duration of he project would give me some satisfaction. Although the quality of the result is not good, but I stuck to it till the end. Of course, with my mom's push, faking interest, she already finished reading the book twice since I started the project.
My initial goal is two folds. For the outside world, I hope to preserve some very good literature online. For myself, I wish to practice my speech this way, to preserve little bit of speaking ability. Did any of these goals met, I ask myself. For my speech, I am not sure, I think I will have to keep doing it because I don't speak to other people more than some surface conversation, if even that. For the outside world, that's a lofty goal when no one will come and listen to it. Although for the falu purposes, I rather have no people come listening.
But even now I am typing the thoughts out, I am underwhelmed in a huge way. I don't know why. That's okay. I guess in my heart, maybe I'd like to be very good at narrating the book. However, this is basically my first recording for a real book. Secondly, keep at it, nothing is good at first. I can acknowledge that my potential for a good recording is very low. But I am hoping I still have some way before reaching that low ceiling... lol
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