Tuesday, February 04, 2025

can't sellp

 for some reason I cannot sleep.  I know iK now, I just watched too much youtube before sleep again.  


What am i thinking.  I am thinking I am going to leave my current work.  but not sure where can I go.

I looked at jobs every time I am depressed.  that i cannot do, this i am not qualified to do.  Not sure where to go.  Probably going to stay here until I got fired.  


don't feel like reading, do'nt like watching movies, don't feel like recording.  I just felt in a rut, in a rut


uncle brough 4 zongzi today.  


 

Sunday, February 02, 2025

D77 and David

 Just finished watching a press conf. with Jkidd (Coach) and NicoH (PM).  

I, like most people, feel it's a very bad move.  It's  basically really a "PM does not like the player scenario"...  The PM keeps talking about "culture", and the journalists were baiting him to talk about what Luka brings to the "culture".  A comment below saying that Mavericks hired a Laker fan, is hilarious.  One video compared the scenario to the ZionWilliamson,  but it's hardly anything like it!?  Zion failed to be an impact, but Maverick has in deep post season run every season since Luka.  It's not just demoralizing to the fans, also to the whole team!  I wonder what Klay is thinking right now.  

Some videos showed a very short clip of the PM took away Luka's beer last year in a post season celebration of a win.  This sentiment must have gone on for quite sometimes.  I think bar from a serious injury, this move is good for Luka.  I really hope this inspired him to make to the top though I felt laker is not bad, thought not great either.  But if LBJ could work with Luka, I think it can work wonder.  

As for the Mavericks, they have a long list of injuries, including the two new players from lakers.  And I feel that Kyrie would be their main offense focus.  Though they increased their inside presence in theory, which really is like the Wolfes last year, their imaginary focus is really Danvers.  I kind doubt their scoring ability.  Don't forget Kyrie is also injury prone.  The usage rate of KI will increase after Luka left.  Laker without the rock solid LBJ, their ranking won't be that high with only AD.  

I would like to feel that PM is an old timer, so it's like it's either my way or highway.  If it's the truth, then I can understand, win or lose.  But if it's really like some conspiracy theorists out there saying it's NBA's under table dealing to raise viewing rate.  This would be so sickening.  




 以後不知道要過多少時候才能夠再有這樣的享受,躺在微涼的清潔的被單裏看小說,點著淡秋香綠的三角形小台燈。從前在報上看見一家茶室的廣告,說“冰燈柔和,”這盞燈也就是這樣的,像玻璃杯裡還沒溶化的冰塊,淡綠的果子汁已經喝光了,她站起身來就好走了。——張愛玲《異鄉記》(手稿中刪去的句子)


錄自文茜的世界

What's on my mind

 What's on my mind?  

  • Once I started to type, my mind went blank.
  • Mom
  • Today is really  cold, 6F...  
  • my sister
  • I am going to stop correcting my typing.  I am afraid it will block my thoughts
  • i just corrected twice on the last two sentences.  
  • i felt very lonely at work.  
  • this is strange situation where I felt everybody is talking to Emily, not me.  but of course I always put myself in bad situation.  my communicative ability is my downfall.
  • of course, Emily handling most of the email and and communicative with the support and accounting.  
  • i really don't want to talk about work.  
  • I asked ChandaaB to be my reference, trying to apply to other work.  
  • I know though my disappointment for the work must be myself, not the work itself or its environment.  If I go to other places, it's still be disappointment.  But just so  that I could switch to a different thing and environment is good.  
  • Not going to get that work though.  
  • still talking about work.  pathetic
  • Emily is going to Florida
  • Sophia, her mom is going too...  
  • what's the point?
  • it's 7:24 am 1/25/2025.  Mom is still in bed.  That's a good thing! 

Saturday, January 18, 2025

clouds pass through the mind

 我最近看了 GodzillaMinusOne and Furiosa:AMadMaxSaga.  And I love them both very much.  GMO is the second viewing.  FAMMS is the first, but then, I watched a second time in one week.  2.5 hour does not feel long at all!  很後悔沒有去電影院看!  還好 GMO 是在電影院看的。  


I watched AlienRomulus as well.  我覺得還不錯, 夠噁心,尤其是結局出現的怪物。  這一次很多的布置真的向第一集致敬了!  另外,做兄弟的機器人這個角色令人害怕, 他給我一種很不確定的感覺。  不過, 我想我不會再追異形這個系列了。  讓它保持在第一和第二集就行了。  


在Flow還沒拿獎的時候我就想去電影院看了。  但是,吝嗇小氣沒去。  到現在我還是等光碟吧。  


I read SavingEmma, by AllenEskens.  I still remembered I had fun reading his novels, so I went and get the book in library.  It was not a disappointment.  The author has a way to make you care for the character.  But most importantly, the thrilling scenes were written like a movie scene, very visual, very tense.  I still don't think the mystery part is anything special.  But the description and connection of people and thrilling scenes were so good.  


I used chatgpt to write a code for one of my sheet.  油管上有一個影片正好是和我想要做的很類似, 我就邊看邊照著他的問題去問 Chatgpt。  還滿成功的。  後來一度還用了點 gemini.  但是後來又回去用 Chatgpt.  也許我也可以用 Chatgpt 來修改我的 Daily pick .  不過我最想用的是把 receiving record, Backorder record, 還有 daily shipping record 給連起來。  


Mom was going through hell right now.  She is not sure if she's going to do the treatment or not.  I am waiting for my sis to tell her that she should not go through the treatment.  For I think she can explain better.  This brain Atrophy of leqembi really should get poeple's attention.  Otherwise it makes us feel like we are a little lab rat!  Mom's not sleep well this week.  Maybe I should tell her.  


I borrowed 3 books, 1 on my cellphone, I read none so far.  I came home from work, and I am so tired.  Not from doing a lot of things, but rather just busywork and very disconnected.  It feels like  I am stuck in a rut.  



Saturday, January 11, 2025

Quote of the day

 “Today as always, men fall into two groups: slaves and free men. Whoever does not have two-thirds of his day for himself, is a slave, whatever he may be: a statesman, a businessman, an official, or a scholar.


― Friedrich Nietzsche

Monday, December 09, 2024

工作上的白日夢

 

Backorder brainstorming


I feel that backorder tracking is one of the most important part of my job.

In fact, if you go and look at indeed, procurement is basically one of the hottest job there. Some job titles includes purchasing manager/coordinator, Material Planner, Logistic assistance – Procurement...etc.


A lot of time, it requires some planning, data analyzing, even some vendor negotiating. I am not saying that it’s an exciting job. I am simply saying that it’s an important job in any organization.


My company has made streamlined the process to a point that, nobody talks about it. Which is really perplexing to me.


I consider my main job as data collector for the company. The reason being that my team manages at least three google sheet everyone is relying upon. The first is Daily Summary, basically our record of shipment. The second is Product Sort, basically a receiving record of shipments from Vendor. The third one is Requested List for BJ, basically a Backorder record. There are other sheets we are collecting and use. But those three are the most essential. We cannot operate with them, especially for the Order team and Customer service. But as you can see, for the shipping and receiving, we should be able to get from QB. And for a lot of times, we’ll get S&R info from QB. But QB does not have lot numbers. QB does not really say why something was not shipped. We would note why something was not shipped in Daily Summary. There are notes from vendor about the product we received that were not noted in QB, especially when QB really does not have an effective way to receive products.


The Requested List for BJ, our third sheet is so vital to our operation that, if we forgot to put an out of stock item in the list, we would forgot about it for 3-4 weeks until customer inquired about ETA of their items. Then, we would sometimes made up excuses and let them wait another 2-3 weeks (hopefully), and put a rush order to vendor. The other thing is the RL is not linked to Product Sort, our receiving record. So we have no idea if the items we requested was fulfilled by the vendor. It was last week that David inquired about 2 items, which we requested, but vendor never sent to us. That order was almost 2 months ago.


I know that Chandara made a sheet to tracking some of the orders, at Kevin’s request. But it was a very tedious job to compare the receiving list and backorder list. And I feel it’s a highly ineffective way of doing things.


One of the hurdles is that those 2 so called “lists” are not really lists, at least not a “whole: list. Their setup reminded me of “Forms”. At Mascon, Annie used to give us those forms with receiving information on them, printed on papers. They usually contains shipment information, like tracking, how many boxes, how many items to receive. It also contains a date of shipping and a date of receiving. So in the google sheet, each shipment is a range of it’s own. They are visually separated, very easy to read which shipment contain which item. But it’s not a database, or a whole list. The RL is a very similar setup. But it separates mostly by date we put the request in.


I am wondering if we could setup a form in the first page, then setup a database in the second page by collecting the first page. This is the whole purpose of the whole writing. LOL.


I tried to compare the receiving list to the backorder for a while per Kevin’s request. I used countif function to compare. If the result is more than 0, then I know a backorder is fulfilled. If the value is 0, then we never requested the item. I do not know why vendor sent us then.


That seemed easy enough. However, I can not find a way to do it efficiently. It is dumb. There must be a way to streamlined the process. And I feel that it is so dumb. I stopped doing it. It’s dumb that throughout a whole year, we might request one items a few times, and I have to mark the item everything I did the comparison. Otherwise, I am not sure which requests get fulfilled. Sure, if I am persistent enough, this might work. But I am not. Because I keep thinking there must be a better way. A better way to compare, a better way to mark which item is fulfilled, a better way to track if vendor sent us something we did not requested, and a better way to find which item vendor forgot to ship.


The other thing about Request List is that I need to know the standard size or format for the item before I could request. There are couple times where, the item is in lyophilized form, and the size was a micron gram or mg, but I did not know. I simply used a standard requested size, 1ml, which implied a liquid format with buffer. But I think I can resolve it by extracting info from product information sheet.



The most important thing is how to link the Receiving list and Backorder. No, the most important thing is to make the two lists into 2 complete datasets. I do have a list of compiled Receiving list, I used for drop down menu for lots in my pick list, which I used for picking.


Sunday, August 11, 2024

Movies afterthoughts

 我看了兩部電影, 一部是 Monkey Man, 另一部是 Civil War。


MonkeyMan, 是一部動作片。  但是電影前半段很慢。  到最後卅分鐘變得非常快,一系列的動作過程, 很熱鬧,利用了很多搖晃鏡頭,讓我想到 Borne 系列。  當然也有很多鏡頭讓很像 JohnWick。  有許多動作鏡頭滿暴力的。  雖說前半段讓我感覺很慢, 而且許多回憶的場景讓我感覺累贅, 但是我還是滿喜歡導演嘗試灌注更深的主題去豐富動作片的感情。  雖說我覺得不是很成功。  其實這部片子有點泛政治, 但現在很多電影都這樣。  其實, 我以前三個白癡, laagan, 也都帶有一些類似的題材。  但是,這次的政治題材卻感覺很貼近眼前的現實。  想是一部新一代印度人的一部份想法。  說到底這部電影的故事是一個復仇劇。  我覺得還可以, 只是可以再縮短一些。  


CivilWar,  是一部描寫如果現在美國內戰的話, 將是啥樣?  這是我還沒看的想法, 但是看完後,電影的收尾讓我稍稍不確定一些。  電影的過程其實都還滿讓我好奇的。  想知道最後會怎樣。  但是電影的收尾讓我感到電影的主題對媒體人的描寫也很血淋淋的。  電影呈現許多恐怖的場景, 這種警示令人怵目驚心。  但是到最後, 記者的冷酷也令我很難吞嚥。  

Sunday, August 04, 2024

讀書隨筆 the Songof theCell

 書: the song o the cell by suddharthaMukeherjee

The universalCell:


Schleiden and Schwann established the first 2 rules for the cellular theory:

  1. All living organisms are composed of one or more cells.
  2. The cell is the basic unit of structure and organization in organism.
Yet, both of them struggled to understand where the cells come from.  Because of vitalism, which is a believe that living organism cannot be arisen from solely physical materials.  Life must contain some outside source, either an energy, or some material that we can not perceive,  to spark life in living organisms.  

Here's a point where I am a little lost from author.  Because it seemed that vitalist believes that life must have a source, either magical, religion or something else.  Yet, later on, when the author refer to  vitalism, he used phrase like, vitalist believes that life come out of no where...    But of course, the author listed a lot of weird and different believes for different vitalists.  Some even thought there's a "tiny human" lived inside of men's sperm...    

Then comes Rudolf Virchow, who established 3 more rules for cellular biology:

  1. All cells come from other cells (Omnis cellula e cellula)
  2. Normal physiology is the function of cellular physiology
  3. Disease, the disruption of the physiology, is the result of the disrupted physiology of the cell.  
The above 5 principles formed the pillars of cell biology and cellular medicine.  

Virhow 君的一生是一個很有意思的故事。  他是普魯士軍醫大學畢業, 之後又參加了當時普魯士內政部治療斑疹傷寒的一個團隊,到當時正為此病肆虐的區域服務。  他目睹了當時落後的情況和政府的無知無能,寫了一系列文章批評當時的時政。  又在 1848 年一場遍及全歐洲的革命後,從首府柏林被驅逐到一個偏遠醫院。  到偏遠醫院讓他倒是可以專心從事醫學研究工作。  以上的三個總結也是在這一時期逐步得出的。  不過他也沒有忘記他對社會的理想, 我在此書裡可以看到他有一個領悟, 其實可以把一整個人或其他多細胞的生物想像成是全體細胞的生活環境。  他看到一個正常的生物就是體內細胞互相合作的結果。   幾乎所有病恙,都可以從細胞的病變找出根由。  他想的也是社會中每個人互相合作的關係。  1856 年,因為他的學術成就,他回到柏林工作。  甚至在後來的德國逐漸有雅利安人的優越這種想法出現後, 他還為了反證這種說法而做了研究證明金髮碧眼並不是雅利安人的專利。  

一些讓我有感的句子:

"It isn't sufficient to locate a disease in an organ; it's necessary to understand which cells of the organ are responsible.  An immune system dysfunction might arise from a B cell problem, a T cell malfunction, or a glitch in any of the dozens of cell types that  comprise the immune system.  For example, patients with AIDS are immunocompromised because the human immunodeficiency virus(HIV) kills a particular subset of cells -- CD4 T cells -- that help coordinate an immune response."

"Or, as Virchow reminds me daily: "Every pathological disturbance, every therapeutic effect, finds its ultimate explanation only when it's possible to designate the specific living cellular elements involved."