I have a problem

 I have a problem.  It is always there but I feel it is now exasperated by the covid isolation.   I am taking my glasses off now for the hope that this will help me to write without auto correct myself too much, to the point I cannot say what I want to say.  

I am not talking anymore.  For al lthe things out of my mouth was rehashed and recycled, and repeated.  But i don't have energy and no time, no thought to do anything beyond what's given.  When i was in the gym doing yoga flow, I feel I was restricted.  I felt there're more things to do, to go beyond.  I quit the gym.  I did nothing.  I might have something in my mind at one time or another.  But scattered my thought, when I finally emptied my self to think what I want to do, my thoughts were scattered into the four wind.  And this happened again and again.  

I want to put an photo book for my cats.  and yet, it's been three years and plus.  I did not  I need glue.  I can't believe I's say that.  But it is true.  I went to shopping around grocery...and when I got home, I'd say, oh, I forgot to get glue.  Next time then.  I have the photobook, even got metallic pen.  I just need to print the photos and glue!  

Movie afterthought

 I watched MissionImpossible7(DeadReckoning Part1).  It was really good.  I was going to theater for it during the summer but got lazy.  Now I regret it.  

I feel the story was kind uninspiring.  However, when I watched it through, I did not feel the time passes and really genuinely interested in the story.  I think the uncertainty became the strength of the movie.  The new introduction of female character Grace was really good.  The actress is excellent in the role, which created such chaos, and her distrust of people around her, really create a curiosity of what's next.  

And I still need to give chop to TomCruise and his team.  Their action scenes were thrilling throughout.  I mean besides JackieChen, who else is still doing a similar thing and doing so well and refreshing.  There are humor, intensity, and I feel like I care about Tom's character and his people.   

Few funny spoilers:

while Benji let the car self-drive, why doesn't the AI kill him?  I saw someone mentioned it, I thought it was hilarious.  But my guess is AI must have calculated to allow it to happened.  But we'll see...

the other funny thing is, when they mentioned the world power looking to gain control of the Super AI, there' no mention of 中國....  LOL???!!!!   I feel it is because of the thin skin personality of 中國.