Saturday, August 22, 2020

教育後觀後感

Educated 

by tara.westover

這本書從兩年前出現在圖書館裡和 Libby 上後,從沒有不被人借閱的時候。  很奇怪的句子。。。 

終於有幸的看完了整本書。  文筆流暢,明白易懂。  作者的經歷的確是非常與眾不同。  

我非常推薦這本書。   

我覺得這是一本真正烏森人的書。  並不是說這只會在烏森國才會發生的事,這種完全唾棄政府的信仰,世界各處都有類似的思想吧,但是可以把這個思想徹底執行的人大概在烏森國最多吧。  這也是為啥烏森是最自由的國家之明證。  

可是作者對這個事情卻是很痛心的。  他最後提到他的兄弟姐妹們時很痛心的說:自從他被父母下了驅逐令還警告家裡的其他人別和作者來往之後,唯一和她來往的只有家裡的三個經濟能夠自立的弟兄,其餘靠著父母吃飯的手足,都不與之往來。  


我覺得他被父母驅逐真的是一件很慘的事。 這樣的家庭一定自他小時候就非常緊密的活在一起,不像其他人家只不過是吃飯睡覺在一個屋簷下,偶而周末出遊。  作者從小就沒上過學,每一分每一秒都在家園的周圍度過,父母教導每一件事情,也在自己的兄弟姊妹身上見識自己將來的各種可能性。  他現在被踢出來了,這是怎樣巨大的事情!

他和父母的決裂是從他對他二哥的觀點產生了巨大的變化後開始。  在他的書裡描述了二哥的兇頑,不斷用肢體和語言的暴力來傷害家庭裡的女性。  作者在長大,在二哥結婚後,發現二嫂也面對他小時候所目擊類似的暴力時,他清醒過來。  可是當他和父母提出了這個問題後,他卻發現父母完全不站在他這邊。  他父母只認為這最小的女兒已被外面的環境所改變了。  他父母最後的手段不是去尋找他二哥是否有暴力傾向,而是要他們最小的女兒認罪回家。  作者不同意,他認為他自己的記憶是沒有錯的。  

有些描寫他二哥的作為,又讓我感到很樣本化。  我在大學的時候有一陣子常看 serial killller 的故事。  那裏所寫到的那些 SK 很像他對他二哥的描述。  或者可以說,現代很多描述宗教教育下的男性,有不少類似的文字。  我對自己有這樣的感覺的很猶豫。  另外,我自己也有類似他二哥的行為。  程度和表現上或許沒有那樣粗暴,但是在心理上擺佈人的手法上有類似性。 

我看過一篇對此書的評論,他認為作者對二哥的描述在讀者來說無法證實。  只能以作者單一的視角來認識事情的本質,有失公允。  我傾向同意。  但是,我覺得作者並無意誤導讀者。  不然作者不會把和自己不一樣的記憶也記錄下來。 

對於記憶的不同,我自己也有這樣的經驗。  我們家的人在談論以前的事情時,有時真的是天差地遠。  

討論一本書可以從很多視角切入。  這一本書也是如此。  我其實滿喜歡她把自己小時候寫的東西和現在他思想比較衡量。  我覺得這是這本書的價值。  並不是衡量出來後的事實,而是在比較小時候和長大後的想法,作者的選擇和行動!

Tuesday, August 11, 2020

The Weather Experiment 觀後感

寶寶是個好貓貓,他是一個黃金貓。

他有漂亮的大眼睛,還有迷人的鬍鬚!


I finished the book a while ago.  I thoroughly enjoyed it and keep wanting to write something down after finishing it.  Keep wanting to write a whole essay with a central theme keep delaying my effort to write anything!  le sigh.  A scatter brain can only produce random thoughts with not collective theme.  I will go where ever I want to go then.  Ah, a beauty of Randomness...  

It's been a while so let me think...  The book starts with something weird, if I remember correctly.  It first talked about the view on science became a fad in the beginning of the 19th century.  I remembered that book started with an English artist, who claimed to use science for his technique when painting cloud and natural lights.  The I remember the book started by talking some English people started to catalogue different kinds of clouds.  After that I remember the book talked about telegraph, and he mentioned about morse codes.  Then there're people studying storms patters, what is a storm?  With European Navy in Caribbean sea, and every ship can pass the news around, it's like a net with notes.  People could start to draw maps and how storms progressed.  And I also remember some people at USA studying pattering of falling trees in New York or somewhere near USA northeastern, many people also started to advancing hypothesis what is a storm?   Then there was a scientist tried to study the atmosphere by flying hot air balloon, and take measure of pressure, humidity...etc at different heights.  Then there's the tragedy of Robert FitzRoy, who was famous for being the captain of Darwin's trip, in which Darwin formed hypothesis of Evolution.  RF was also an accomplished sea captain.  His legacy was in establishing Meteorology department for England.  He was the first one to use the word "forcast".  He is the one who put first daily weather report in the newspaper.  He also distribute barometers for all the seamen, including local fishermen.  Because He himself used barometer extensively to watch for storms and gales.  I remembered a story, where he avoided a catastrophe while he and his family were returning form New Zealand.  He also established land stations around England Isles to gather weather reports using telegraph.  His tragedy came first with Darwin's theory of Evolution, the second came with his weather prediction.  He killed himself at the end, by using his razor.  

I felt that the tragedy of RF was the theme of the book, especially after he published the first weather report, which has the similarity as current scientists predicting climate change.  One of the interesting thing about RF's weather report was that the purpose of which was to save seamen's lives.  So he had this gale warning system set up so that when the warning was on, no ship should go out.  The owners hated this system, because they would lose money.  But the majority of the seamen liked the idea.  I remember some full time scientist also made fun of the report.  I agree that RF is not a full time scientist.  But he did use the scientific knowledge well for his own purposes as a seaman.  He firmly believed barometer was the key to avoid major disaster on the ocean.  And he used this knowledge and awareness to do good for his fellow ocean goers.  I can imagine the weather report at that time would not be as accurate as now.  I remembered when I was younger in Taiwan people joke about the phrases they used in forcast, "晴時多雲偶陣雨", which pretty much covered all the weather conditions...  lol  But it's the thought that really counts.  And I think from that thought, came the improvement.  

I think this kind of book is really important.  Because it gives many people a glance of what science is.  What does the role of a scientist has in a society.  But most important of all is that, the book presents a lot of characters who was not trained scientists, but they either have faith in scientific method, or they have a single pursuit of a truth behind a phenomenon(weather related, or telegraph...), or they have a practical experience using the knowledge derived from scientific method.  They all contributed to our understanding to the world around us.  To me it is important, because science is not just for scientists.  It's a method for everyone to use, to verify knowledge, so called facts, believes, even to test what science is.  

Although I do wonder now, that science seemed to became too deep, too elitism.  But it is important to remember that both science and art are born from the common men.  And in the midst of them, through argument, hypothesis, trials and errors, a continuing pursuit for truth, time and energy spent, by our fellow people, science became that way.  But in the most basic and humble forms, everyone can employ it for their practical use.