I started to have a regular job. But every problem that I have is still there. I was never naive about having a job at first, and all my problems would soon go away. I can also foresee that every troublesome scenario in my head. Now I filled my life with work. I pushed myself to see some the real nakedness, I could not fulfill that emptiness. All the things I personally want to do, no matter how little, I could not push myself to do them. Whenever, I was with myself, My head just went blanc. I wake with a dreadful dreadful sadness every morning. I still wish to die. But I know I will not do it. Because, I don't do anything I myself want to do. Instead, I wait. Until one day, the world came which he already did. Regular job was first step. But didn't I want a regular job? Yes. But I do what job said. Then after that 8 hours. Nothing. Not a thing. You have no idea How much Hate for myself. Nada!
The situation should be ransomed easily. right? right. Just fucking do it already! NO, but there're excuses, I don't want to be uncle. I don't want to be my dad. I don't want to be my mom. I am all those people that I know of, with their worst attributes in me. do I blame them? No, I blame myself. I feel I see, but I do not. Blind as I am, what I say, could only reflect a blind man's visual. Blanc.
Sunday, April 27, 2014
movies so far
I watched a few movies lately.
saving mr. banks. It's a biopic about author of mary poppins. I liked it a lot. The movie used the conflict between Mr. Disney and author of Mary poppins to grind out the story. Emma's performance was top notch. Tom was great also. The movie made me watch mary poppins again. Although I am still not that into mary poppins, I focused on different parts of the movie than before. For I always thought the story was a bout the two kids. But it was indeed about the Father.
Riddick. I love pitch black. But the subsequent Riddick movies were obsolete. The trailer of this movie seemed to bring the pitch black memory back. That gave me incentive to see the movie. It was a disaster still. They indeed tried to bring Riddick to pitch black root. But they could not stage enough challenge and mystery to Riddick anymore. 2 teams tried to hunt Riddick, plus a storm that would bring monsters out of slump to kill Riddick. It sounded weird that it's not challenge enough. Somehow it failed. some of the scene was even comical and cheesy. Very sad.
enough said. I liked this movie. The two lead characters have good chemistry. I kind know where the plotline was leading to, however, the intricate characters in the movie made me care for them. The audience can sort of feel what those characters were feeling. The empathy helped to lift the movie out of a possibility of cliche.
Rush. it was such a good movie. It's another biopic about two formula drivers. I think it had a great narrative, so that two characters were drawn with real blood, and the audience can feel their pumping hearts. It did not try to avoid their character flaws. I consider the plot line to be really difficult. But the director and the writer somehow fused two fierce characters in a single story, but neither characters got outshone. They somehow complement each other and made each individual standout more than if the picture was about just one of them.
5 minutes of heaven. I always thought this movie would be too depressing. But it turned out to be a very good thriller. The Mr. Nesbitt was incredible. He was the fire, or engine of the movie. Mr. Neesam did a great job reflecting that heat. The let down was when they lifted the thrills. The way they lifted the thrill was a bit cheap. But at the end, I liked the movie, because it finds a way to relieve.
book thief. It was another movie about nazi period. It was a engrossing movie. It used that time period as a backdrop, but it was actually a movie about growing up. The lead actress was very good. two supporting casts were awesome. The plot line did not have exaggerated emotions. But it quickly drew me in with interesting characters, little secrets.
saving mr. banks. It's a biopic about author of mary poppins. I liked it a lot. The movie used the conflict between Mr. Disney and author of Mary poppins to grind out the story. Emma's performance was top notch. Tom was great also. The movie made me watch mary poppins again. Although I am still not that into mary poppins, I focused on different parts of the movie than before. For I always thought the story was a bout the two kids. But it was indeed about the Father.
Riddick. I love pitch black. But the subsequent Riddick movies were obsolete. The trailer of this movie seemed to bring the pitch black memory back. That gave me incentive to see the movie. It was a disaster still. They indeed tried to bring Riddick to pitch black root. But they could not stage enough challenge and mystery to Riddick anymore. 2 teams tried to hunt Riddick, plus a storm that would bring monsters out of slump to kill Riddick. It sounded weird that it's not challenge enough. Somehow it failed. some of the scene was even comical and cheesy. Very sad.
enough said. I liked this movie. The two lead characters have good chemistry. I kind know where the plotline was leading to, however, the intricate characters in the movie made me care for them. The audience can sort of feel what those characters were feeling. The empathy helped to lift the movie out of a possibility of cliche.
Rush. it was such a good movie. It's another biopic about two formula drivers. I think it had a great narrative, so that two characters were drawn with real blood, and the audience can feel their pumping hearts. It did not try to avoid their character flaws. I consider the plot line to be really difficult. But the director and the writer somehow fused two fierce characters in a single story, but neither characters got outshone. They somehow complement each other and made each individual standout more than if the picture was about just one of them.
5 minutes of heaven. I always thought this movie would be too depressing. But it turned out to be a very good thriller. The Mr. Nesbitt was incredible. He was the fire, or engine of the movie. Mr. Neesam did a great job reflecting that heat. The let down was when they lifted the thrills. The way they lifted the thrill was a bit cheap. But at the end, I liked the movie, because it finds a way to relieve.
book thief. It was another movie about nazi period. It was a engrossing movie. It used that time period as a backdrop, but it was actually a movie about growing up. The lead actress was very good. two supporting casts were awesome. The plot line did not have exaggerated emotions. But it quickly drew me in with interesting characters, little secrets.
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